Well guys. I am sorry to say but I am so angry and sad and disappointed and a whole bunch of other stuff! This Christmas I made a list of things I want for Christmas to give to my mom and the most important thing I wanted was a new cellphone because mine is really old and it is falling apart. It just so happens that my sister also put down that she wants a cellphone. Well I knew that dad didn't want us to get cellphones so I kinda always thought that we weren't going to get it. Well, yesterday I found out that my mom is getting my little sister a cell phone but not me. I just thought that was completly and utterly unfair. I cried for like 3 hours because now I think that my mom likes my sister more than me and she thinks my sister is more deserving than me. It just completley hurts my feeling that she got Lauren what she wanted but not me. I HATE MY MOM. I am absolutley not looking forward to Christmas this year because I know I am not getting the one gift I want. I HATE my life. IT SUCKS. I also know that my sister is not giving me a christmas present. I bought her one though. It bothers me that I spent my money on her but she refuses to spend money on me. GRRRRRRRRR.